Jun. 2nd, 2017 07:57 am

[sticky entry] Sticky: Hello Hello...

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Since i kept failing to import contents from my LJ, i decided to create a post here.
What should i write here? Ummm... i have no idea right now.
Is an introduction fine enough?
Hello, Ayu is my name. I'm.... just average. Even if i wear the most flashy stuffs within the crowd, i still can't stand out! Hahaha... Can't be helped.
I'm a big fan of Japanese drama and movie, and an AVID fan of ARASHI! 
Basically i'm a Johnny's fan. I like many Johnny's talents but when it comes to drama and movie i'm lil bit strict.
I come here because some (most of) Arashi's and drama/movie's communities migrated to here. 
But if you happen to see this post, let's be friends. And for communities that i'll follow later, please accept me. Even tho i'm useless, i always obey the rules.
YOROSIKU NE... ^^
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Jul. 22nd, 2020 06:56 pm

...............

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Maybe because we're getting older we're easy to shed tears.
Maybe because we're getting older we feel lonely easily and like to blame ourself.
Maybe because we're getting older we start disliking the way we are.
If you feel all alone and have no one to talk to,
believe me there are millions of people who feel the same.
So please don't give up.
No matter how hard life will be, just endure it.
Time's healing. You'll be fine.
You just have to endure it, harder.

Haruma-kun, i know i will never know what happened in your life
You've decided and i respect it.
Wherever you are now, i hope you can find peace and be happy.
Thank you and please rest well.


 

 

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Jul. 12th, 2020 03:36 pm

It's summer already

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It's summer already
I almost forgot that earth still works just fine
It's summer already
Songs on radio sound more refreshing and blue
It's summer already
We know it's not gonna be the same
It's summer already
The loneliness is not only yours
It's summer already
Take a slow breath and feel the warmth within
It's summer already
There's always new beginning for US
It's summer already....








 
Jul. 2nd, 2020 05:43 pm

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JUST WANT TO KNOW

I believe it's been 2 years since my last post.
How are you guys? 
Is your life fine?
Does 2020 give you enough?
I guarantee you, you are not the only one who suffers. We all do.
It's super hard but i believe we can get through it safe and sound.
I  have nothing to comfort you, but i hope my pray can reach you wherever you are.
Cheers for us.
Cheers for earth.

“Let everything happen to you
Beauty and terror
Just keep going
No feeling is final”
― Rainer Maria Rilke





Jan. 17th, 2018 02:59 pm

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 2018 IS NOT MY  YEAR
Jan. 2nd, 2018 05:59 pm

This year, please be nice as well

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Happy new year everyone! Wish you a prosperous 2018! Be happy...!
 For me, i hope i won't lose any family members in 2018. Please give my family health, happiness, and long lives.Mine comes later.I get used to deal with everything.

So my kanji for 2017 is 半 (han; half).
My 2017 divided to be 2 parts. I had so much optimism & enthusiasm in 1st half of 2017, but bad things came one after another in 2nd half of 2017.
I indeed came to Japan on August but i think it's a fruit of my hard work in 1st half 2017. Actually one of my dreams crushed in early august so i went to Jp with broken heart. But i had so much fun there, really.I'm thankful for all people i met and helped me there.

Next year i hope my kanji will be 金 bcs i want a lot of money to be able to visit Japan again :,)
 


It's my first post in 2018. I hope i can write more this year. Bye bye... ヾ(｡>﹏<｡)ﾉﾞ✧*。
 
 
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Oct. 12th, 2017 03:37 pm

Arigatou, Japan!

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So this summer finally i could keep my promise to visit Japan. It's such a dream, BEAUTIFUL dream! I went on August for 10 days and all alone, yes ALL ALONE! But don't worry i enjoyed it so much. It's first time i visited Japan and as an indoor type i took a huge risk when i decided to go there alone. The most tiring thing about this trip was the preparation. Since i would go alone so automatically i hid this plan from anyone. I prepared everything quietly while tried to clear up my works little by little. There were nights i couldn't sleep at all because i was afraid my Boss wouldn't approve my leave, got sick in sudden, my visa couldn't be issued, and missed my flight. Lord, it stressed me out :( But thank God, i could reach there safely :')

10 Days was quite long time, wasn't it? But since i didn't have any itinerary so i followed where my feet took me to. I only have 3 fixed plans in Japan and it's all about watching Johnny's concerts (I'm such a fan!). Arashi concert is out of my league so yeah it was not. But i got chance to watch Mr.KING (twice!) in Kintore and Kis-My-Ft-2's Colosseum Tour in Sendai. Those were AMAZING!

DAY 1
I arrived in Japan at night so i just went straight to hotel. And as expected i got lost, it took almost an hour to reach my hotel and yeah i dared myself to ask some guidance from an Ojisan. He's so kind, since i didn't speak japanese and he didn't understand english, he walked me to my hotel instead. And guess i just was going around and round near my hotel.
Since i was tired once i arrived in my room i took a shower and slept.
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DAY 2
I was slacking off, i got out from my hotel at 10 AM. 
It's my first time showed my face to people there in day time so i was shy (yes, i'm weird!). I used mask and hat all the time. Hat for protecting my face from sunburn and mask for hiding my embarassing face :'). I went to station to make suica card and commute to Harajuku. I didn't know what i would do there tho. Really i was so helpless. Then i decided to take a look Yoyogi Stadium. It's empty ofc and i bought a coffe from vending machine to get rid of my sleepiness.

(It was cloudy day)


 (I aimed for Hirano Sho's MATCH actually but it's out of stock :( )

*I'll continue this post later

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Jun. 17th, 2017 07:27 pm

HAPIBA~ NEEN...

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Happy birthday, Nino！！！
Yes, 34 years old is such an old age, hihihi...
You can be proud have such a cute face but old is a fact!
Hahaha...
Maybe your body starts aching and you start losing interest in many things, but please continue to live just the way you are now because you are exceptional!
Thank you for being born and give me life.
Arigatouuuu... 💛💛💛
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